I guess it was a miracle to complete a mission

In 1972 I was shot in the heart by a terrorist, I was told I could live with this bullet since they did not have the technology to remove it. I lived with it until I I got sick. I had no idea what was happening to me since I did not have the normal signs of a heart attack but my main artery clogged and my doctors tests came out positive.  I thought I would suffer the same ordeal my father had with this massive heart attack and I looked at my heart as a time bomb waiting to go off. 
I was told I had a natural bypass but I needed a better blood flow to my heart so I had an open heart surgery with a triple by pass in 2001 right after 9/11 and I was suppose to be there . During my surgery I began to float out side my body and I felt someone something holding my arm assuring me my family will be alright. We floated passed them. My son was sitting on the bench crying, My husband was talking to 2 doctors and I said my good byes kissed my husband and my son and went for the light with this angel who I called Michael.  Michael has always been my favorite angel and I was happy he was with me. As I got closer and saw my mother and father with my dog Charlie , My brother Sid standing there with their arms opened ready to continue the guide. I suddenly felt a sharp whisss feeling and opened my eyes to hear she is back. I had died for 4 minutes and during those 4 minutes I went to the light.


My husband was there when I woke up and he kissed me saying I never want to lose you again. I had tubes in my throat and couldn't respond. I was taken out of ICU and brought to the recovery floor. I never spoke about my near death experience but I noticed it sort of gave me a sixth sense. But that is not the end of this story.

In 2007 again I got sick. Don't know I just didn't feel right. Remember I still have the bullet lodged in my heart where the massive clot was ( Widow Maker) and I thought I am going to die now. I got my Will in order and went in for number 2 open heart surgery. I had a quid bypass, I suffered with number 2 surgery later to find out I didn't need it and it was done because the doctors wanted extra veins. I went home and I slowed down. I was on close to 20 pills just for my heart. They told me I had diabetes and and needed to take insulin. As a good patient I obeyed thinking I needed all 20 pills and shots. They scared me really good. I didnt feel well so I went to the Cleveland Clinic in Weston Florida and was told I had to get a stent put in so I did.

After the stent things went down fast. I thought I was dying, 20 pills and insulin. I was watching TV and an attorney came on talking about a lawsuit of medications injected during surgery and I called him. I didnt die so they didnt take the case.

I broke out in a rash and it looked like Steven- Johnsons of the skin. Then I read I should never have had the stent because of the medication in the stent causes rashes and reactions to the skin with anyone who has MS.

Stevens–Johnson syndrome (SJS) is a milder form of toxic epidermal necrolysis

Although SJS can be caused by viral infections and malignancies, the main cause is medications. A leading cause appears to be the use of antibiotics, particularly sulfa drugs. Between 100 and 200 different drugs may be associated with SJS.No reliable test exists to establish a link between a particular drug and SJS for an individual case. Determining what drug is the cause is based on the time interval between first use of the drug and the beginning of the skin reaction. A published algorithm (ALDEN) to assess drug causality gives structured assistance in identifying the responsible medication.^[

SJS may be caused by adverse effects of the drugs vancomycin, allopurinol, valproate, levofloxacin, diclofenac, etravirine, isotretinoin,fluconazole, valdecoxib, sitagliptin, oseltamivir, penicillins, barbiturates, sulfonamides, phenytoin, azithromycin, oxcarbazepine,zonisamide, modafinil, lamotrigine, nevirapine, pyrimethamine, ibuprofen, ethosuximide, carbamazepine, bupropion, telaprevir,and nystatin.

Medications that have traditionally been known to lead to SJS, erythema multiforme, and toxic epidermal necrolysis include sulfonamideantibiotics, penicillin antibiotics, cefixime (antibiotic), barbiturates (sedatives), lamotrigine, phenytoin (e.g., Dilantin) (anticonvulsants) and trimethoprim. Combining lamotrigine with sodium valproate increases the risk of SJS.

Nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (NSAIDs) are a rare cause of SJS in adults; the risk is higher for older patients, women, and those initiating treatment. Typically, the symptoms of drug-induced SJS arise within a week of starting the medication. Similar to NSAIDs, paracetamol (acetaminophen) has also caused rare cases of SJS. People with systemic lupus erythematosus or HIV infections are more susceptible to drug-induced SJS.

I am allergic to sulfa drugs. I was given sulfa compounds in all 20 pills.  I am allergic to insulin. I was increased from 20 cc to 40 cc. because the sugar was being produced by the 20 pills I was taking. 

I went to an imunologist.He took me off of everything. Only thing I took was zyretic. I suddenly got my strength back. I felt good . 

My life suddenly changed. From the sick person to a healthy person well not so healthy I do have MS. 

It has been 5 years off medication and I went to a new cardiologist. With all the reports from the 20 pill doctors I should be in bed dying. I had an echo 2 weeks ago and was told  today. 'Your heart got stronger'. No ones heart gets stronger without pills. 'Your pressure is normal.' No one pressure gets normal and blood flow is good without pills. 'You have a heart of a 30 year old. Your bullet is gone. your clot is gone'.A Miracle? 

I guess it was a miracle.  Sh'ma Yisra'eil Adonai Eloheinu Adonai echad.
Hear,O Israel, the Lord is our God, the Lord is One.




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